Tuesday, May 24, 2005

itz 8.30 n i'm supposed 2 b werking rite? how to work if all our tings kena move 1 flr? ahakz, so while da movers r moving our tings, i use my fren's comp 2 blog. oni have 10 mins b4 his comp also kena move.

very messy siak. i still dun understand y muz pack lah, label lah, dis lah, dat lah..... when we moving up 1 floor oni. waste time oni. dean said dey muz do dat so da movers can noe whoes tings it is n can put @ da rite place. makes sense jgk ah but still a bit wasting time.

kak long call yest. she said she's cmg back jun 4th. flight not confirm yet. best!

on sat, i went 2 lisa's engagement wif sita. @ 1st i din believe wen she said she getting engage. i tot she was trying 2 make me jeles or test me or wat. but wen i received her card, it seems like the engagement was real so i decide 2 go. din get 2 tok 2 her @ all. we eat awhile, see-see luk-luk den passed da "red pkt" 2 her mother n left. din rili get 2 c lisa but sita said she luk gd. alah, org dah tukar status, mana tak luk gd? ahakz....

aft dat sita n i went 2 bugis 2 shop 4 her brother's bday present den i sent her hme n i went hm 2 change n play soccer wif da guys. played until 9 lidat den all of us rush hme 2 watch da arsenal & man utd match. arsenal won on penalty, which is shit lah coz man u was da better team.

anyway, not my prob coz chelsea top da table 4 premier league!!!!
hafez obeyed at 8:27 AM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

da oth dae, when i was wif sri ayu @ bugis, i met sakina. she was wif dis guy n dey were fighting in da middle of bugis junction. den wen she saw me, muka stab siak. kalau boleh sepak, aku dah sepak siul. dah tu, boleh telefon aku cakap baik-baik. anih minah kena panggil perempuan sundal dkt background. terus dia hang up.

i tink sakina is crazy. da mentally crazy kind. gud ting i nvr liked her.

last 2 wks, abg yan brought ibu n abah 2 dinner wif his parents. i din go lah. i went 2 lau pa sat wif sita, da guys n their gf.tgh bising-bising kat sana, ibu called n asked me if sita was my gf! ahakz, dey were @ lau pa sat also! so da guys, their gf n sita went over 2 say hi. ibu notice i din ans her qn so wen we went hme, she asked again n i juz said dat i'm not attached. shd haf seen her face, so disappointed.

den on mon wen i ask her wat she wanted for mother's day, she said, "mak nak tgk engkau ada matair jer." apa siak! abih boleh ckp dia tak pressure aku. dia cuma nak tgk aku kahwin, blablabla. ni bukan pressure ke? aft dat, she din ask me again so i oso din say anything. she noe i dun like to be asked dis tings ah.

i hvnt sms jasmin @ laz wk. hvnt sms sri ayu oso. den lisa called yest 2 bual-bual. konon dah ader bf, nak tunang, nak invite aku kat dier nyer engagement lah. juz told her dat she can sms me da date, time n her add n if i can make it, i will go. mcm bastard gitu kan aku nyer answer? but i dun care lah. pompuan mcm dia n sakina, not worth keeping as frens coz dey sure will try sthg funny.

kak long called da oth time n she said she'll prolly b back by end of dis mth. aft kak long call, i tink she call abg yan coz he came over 2 bring us out 2 buy tings 4 kak long's return. konon mcm welcum back gift gitu ah. ahakz. another 30 more daes siak, siang beli hadiah? ahakz.

abt werk.... we all rented one more flr n my dept will b moving der coz itz more spacious. so now my place very messy fr packin n all dat. den oso i lost sum tings n had 2 unpack da stuff 2 check if itz der den pack again. we moving end of da mth. i hate all dis moving, noe. kerja tak jln nyer case. kalau bleh move, takyah pack kan bagus. apa nak pack-pack siul? baru 1 flr up. tu ah, skrg aku bingit sikit kat tempat keje. sumer pasal nak move ni lah. mengarut siak, baru 1 flr nak pack dlm kotak lah, label lah. waste time jer.

klah, got 2 go now. meeting da guys n playing soccer, dah lama tak main soccer.
hafez obeyed at 11:20 AM



finally can find a metallica template. aku carik.... bertahun-tahun siak! ahakz..

klah, tired ready so going to slp. i will blog again later, got alot to say.
hafez obeyed at 3:50 AM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

evasince my template was lost, i din haf da mood 2 blog. see my blog like so farking ugly but yet i cannot find time to actually seat down and search/make a template. leceh siak! aniwae, kak long juz called n we all tokked wif her for a long time. she wun b back anytime dis mth or nx mth but she sae mebe in june she'll be back in s'pore oredi. such a good tot.

nuting much has been happening lar. oni da oth time i tokked abt sita starting 2 intro me 2 her family n it scared me. well, it happened again so i told her dat we're juz frens rite as now? and she said she noes dat but she always intros her guy frens to her fam so dat dey noe wich guy she hangs out wif n dey wun worrie. klakar siak minah! ahakz. so tings wif us r juz frens now. potential eh, hu noes?

neway, i juz got home fr dinner wif dis gal i met @ da tp open hse. her name is jasmin n she's in sec 4 dis yr. underaged siak!! so datz y itz oni dinner n i tink i'll not contact her so often. nanti kena apa2, aku jgk dpt malu.
hafez obeyed at 8:37 PM

Monday, February 28, 2005

fuck. deleted template accidentally. takder mood nak cari baru. pergi lunch skrg. bye.
hafez obeyed at 1:05 PM

Sunday, February 27, 2005

still online lar. cannot sleep. went out wif sita n her cousin n her cousin's bf juz now. macam double date gitu lah. somehow, da thought dat sita is starting to intro me to her family members scares me coz i oso dunno where our frenship is heading to. so if dey all got da wrong idea, habis aku.
hafez obeyed at 2:57 AM

Saturday, February 26, 2005

was watching da mtv asia aid show juz now and it seemed like der was too many taiwanese/chinese publicity, not dat i'm racist or anything. i juz tink dat m'sian, indonesian and even local malay n eng artiste not so publicised. dis year's mtv asia awards converted to mtv asia aid to help da tsunami victims. i tink mtv is doing a gud job.

was comparing dis yr's award to last yr's. prefer last yr's becoz i tink s'pore did it better. minus da stupid angels/saints shit dat come out. dat one was stupid. neway, i like da concept dat dey had last yr. asian artist n international one collaborating, 1 performance i like was da ct nurhaliza n gareth gates one. change my opinion of ct nurhaliza totally. now i dun tink she's a minah kampung type anymore. ahakz!

say it isn't so - gareth gates

Skies are dark it's time for rain
Final call you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow

How can I be smiling like before
When baby, you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't soTell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna knowI don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Ten to five atleast we tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I never found you

How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Miles and miles to go before I can say,
Before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh, darling oh
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again

dis was da song dey sang n ct nurhaliza did a good job.
hafez obeyed at 11:45 PM

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